My days

My days are scheduled around you.
waiting for you to wake up basicly, my living is for you, all for you.
all my things are scheduled after you fall asleep, then i’ll shower, i’ll have breakfast, it’s unbearable to have spend any of your waking moments without you, though there are so many books on about self settle, and educating babies to be self independent from day one, for me, it’s all against nature.

you and me, mother and child, is the purest love. I love you, I’ll be there, when you crying to have my milk, needing me to entertain you… that is all.

Becos when you grow up, you will not need me as much, you will find other things to entertain, then i’ll need you, and you will be too busy to grow up, to become yourself, my needing you to need me is non important and sentimental, we’ll still be mother and child, and the moments like this, watching the tiny you falling asleep, will be carved in my memory, and in my photos to look back, to re live them, i won’t have regret then – cos i have spent all my living waking moment with you, when you needed me – Mother of my child.