still paralyzed by
the pain
of your parting
using all my knowledge
to turn emotions into facts
still defeated, at the end of a.day.
some says this separation, is temporary
i donno
it's hard to believe in anything
i hope wherever you are now,
it's kinder, and free of pain
i love u
i wish we had more
i wish it wasn't so conflicting all the time
i love u, mother. i remember you, in your photos, in your words, in my dreams, and in my daughters dimples.
i love you
goodbye
