As i remember

My mother, passed away, on the 30 Sep 2012

i miss her,
we haven't exactly had the beSt relationship, but i loved her,
i.had only.became a bit closer to understand her love to me since i had Iris
she.met Iris and tocuhed her a few times,
then she passed away, exactly one.month later.

the last three months, ive dealt with her hospital care, her financial issues, her furneral, sold the family house, disputed her asset with my step father, negotiated a solution while consulting lawyers and relatives, paid debts, chased debts, argued and used empty threats, shouted screamed cried into the night, countless sleepless night eyes wide open praying, while having iris by my side... taking care of her, having her as my only hope, fair to say that, without her i wouldn't have carried things through.

i had a fall out with my favorite aunt, who i lived with, who also wanted to get money as well as requested my mother clothes.

January 2013

Another year....